SAD ISN'T IT?

I SHOULD BE WRITING ON HERE!

NO one probably even checks this or looks at it.  Actually this morning, I realized I should write and have missed writing.

SO, WHERE HAVE I BEEN?

Actually I wrote about how I would be taking a break for awhile, and thought I published it.  I didn't.

Well, you all are probably all gone by now anyway.

It was quite a fun month for me.  Celebrated birthday for two weeks, got lots of neat cards, texts, gifts.  Went to Pokagon for Thanksgiving dinner.  Took a bachelor friend with us, and then spent the remainder of that weekend getting together with people who were in from out of town.  EVen a former Miss Ft. Wayne, Tiara Kincade.  It was so great to catch up with her and realize - where does the time go.

Anyway, have a wonderful holiday.  Celebrate "What does Christmas mean to me this year?"  What did Charlie Brown 's Christmas Story say is important about Christmas?   And they show it every Christmas since 1965.

ARE YOU WORSHIPPING IN SPIRIT AND TRUTH?

Well, I must admit, November is here.  Land of the black sticks.  Some little tastes of leaves are out there, but not much.

This is a good opportunity to wish you - whoever you are and your family a great Family time on Thanksgiving this month.  Be safe and appreciate each moment.  Be thankful.

I will be taking some time off from writing.  I will be assessing with God my need to do this blog and
whether it is for someone out there or many out there.  It would be good to hear from you.  Most can't access through here, so you would need to write me on shirley.faith.souder@gmail.com.  If I don't hear anything, most likely I will let this blog go.  Tomorrow I will be going up to Pokagon with the theme being John 4:24.  Actually one should read John 4 1:38.    Because of many changes in my life, I want to do a spiritual walk tomorrow up in the hills to seek what path God is actually wanting for me right now.  I will be worshipping in Spirit and Truth.  Deut. 31: 8.

WHAT SHOULD YOUR DAY BE LIKE?

Fall is slipping through our fingers everyone!  What happened to the most beautiful season of the year, or as far as I am concerned?   The color was way late and if there was color it was gold, brown and they are falling off already.  I miss that brilliant gold, red, rust, then brown affect.  How about you?

Well, so it is our first frost today, and so it is what it is and God wants us to take each day for Him.  Did you notice the word TAKE.  It means whatever you are mulling over, or maybe even totally enjoying; make it about Him. 

I read something this morning I want to share - Go gently into your day today.  Kepp your eyes on Me.  I will most certainly make the way open and you can trust Me to take each step down the path.  Let us do it together.  You might even get the idea that the path is blocked some how.  You stop.  You try to figure a way around it.  Don't do that.  It will cause you to step to far off course.   I want you to instead, focus on Me.  Before you know it, the obstacle is gone and you turn around and wonder when you went through.   This is complete success in living today.  Focus on your Lord Jesus, even though its a visible world out there, trust Him to get you over the rocky road - rough patch.  His presence enables you to face each day with confidence.  If it is a day of jubilee then Hippity Hop through your day.  Enjoy.  But it is still the same scenario - FOCUS ON HIM!  GIVE HHIM THE THANKS!

John 10: 14-15 and Isaiah 26: 7

COMING TO TERMS!

It is a blessing to have such good girlfriends.  My posse as John calls them.  I can never thank God enough for this gift.  He knew several years ago that I would be an only child and that I would need lots of friends.  My whole family, as it were, lives up in Minnesota, in Arizona, Texas, California, and Oregon.  I have seen them maybe four times.  Thank you Jesus, you always know what each one of us needs.

Well, anyway, one of those great gals and I were talking last night about all the sickness in our lives.  The many changes of life because of that, and just everything around how it seems to be so different.
Another "new normal" is on the horizon.  Family, friends, on both sides of just the two of us.  It is breathtaking.  She came up with the following term, while I was stumbling around, which doesn't happen very often, but here it is. . .we are processing and learning how to accept . . .COMING TO TERMS with it all!!!  I had been out for a walk and was doing just that.  Got home, and there she was on the phone.  I love how God works all things together.  Then this morning in Jesus Calling by Sarah Young came the rest. (Don't you love how He knows all that timing)   If you don't have this book - you need to get it.

WHEN MANY THINGS SEEM to be going wrong, trust Me.  When your life feels increasingly out of control, thank Me.  These are the supernatural responses, and they can lift you above your circumstances.  If you do what comes naturally in the face of difficulties, you may fall prey to negativism.  Even a few complaints can set you on a path that is a downward spiral, by darkening your perspective and mind-set.  With this attitude controlling you, complaints flow more and more readily from your mouth.  Each one moves you steadily down the slippery spiral.  The lower you go, the faster you slide; but it is still possible to apply the brakes.  Cry out to Me in My Name!  Affirm your trust in Me, regardless of how you feel.  Thank Me for everything, though this seems unnatural - even irrational.  Gradually you will begin to ascend, recovering your lost ground.  When you are back on ground level, you can face your circumstances from a humble perspective.  If you choose supernatural responses this time - trusting and thanking Me - you will experience My unfathomable Peace.  
Psalm 13: 5 and Eph 5: 20

Geesh!  I had been hitting the worldly floor of my reality so hard each day I had worked clear into my future five years from now.  I didn't like it.  I got all down in the mouth. Do you ever do that?  Its so silly.  It wastes time.  But, as some of my other posse friends have said.  "We are human you know."

So I do hope this touches your life like it touched mine.  I see why we are to be in the WORD every day - and the people He touches to write devotionals.  Send them all to me.  I need it everyday. We all do!.

Thank you Dotty Miller.

DON'T YOU JUST WANT TO . . . .

ASK JESUS IF YOU CAN SIT IN HIS LAP SOMETIMES?

The other morning, it was cold in the house and it was warm under the covers as I sat and read the Word, and prayed.  All I really wanted to do was just not make contact, or connect out there in my world.  It was still dark, quiet, warm there cuddled up and so I asked Jesus. . .Can I sit in your lap awhile, and I don't want my feet to touch the floor or any part of my worldly reality show.

You know of course, that He prepares devotionals to come at just the right day, right?

Psalm 5:1/3

Listen to my words, O Lord, give heed to my sighing and groaning.  Hear the soud of my cry, my King and my God, for to You do I pray.  In the morning You hear my voice, O Lord; in the morning I prepare (a prayer, a sacrifice) for You and watch and wait (for You to speak to my heart).

I wrote about that for a little while, and then felt completely ready to hippity hop out of bed and move into the day.  What I love most about our God is how He listens, and how He prepares us for everything.  God's Got It!  He let's us be little kids anytime we need to.  He let's us be weak anytime we need to, but then always strengthens us for the next wave that comes along.  There is a lot for us to do out there every single day.  Our family needs us, our friends need us, and sometimes strangers do.  Be ready.  Sit and Cuddle with the Lord every morning.  It makes you stronger for the day!

GOD'S CHARACTER!

DOES GOD CARE:

Habakkuk 1: 2,3, and 5.

O Lord, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You if violence and You will not save?
Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness
and trouble?  For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises.
Look around (you, Habakkuk replied the Lord) among the nations and see!  And be astonished!  Astounded!  For I am putting into effect a work in your days (such) that you would not believe it if it were told you.

I found this whole concept quite different from normal.  Of course, He cares, but I had never thought of this before. . .

"We need to trust HIS unchanging character."

Because, in every day life issues or events, we need to LOOK at our circumstances from the framework of God's character, instead of looking at God's character from the context of our circumstances. 

Certainly this will take some thought.  What is His character?  He is always unconditionally looking after us.  We are His property. He cries when we do, He laughs when we do.  We matter to Him.  He protects us, forgives us, has compassion for us, has loyalty for us, has integrity for us.  So, now put on paper what your prayer request, trial, or event is about.  We would need to say immediately, I know He cares for me, He gets mad and sad when we go through fire.  He comes down out of the heavens breathing fire.  (Read Psalm 18).  So, our fine line here is, that we have to know and have to trust, He will do everything to bring all things together for good in this situation I am in. 

I believe that a lot of times (as I have seen in clients) that we go to the trial, the event, the problem and we fester and stew over it.  Then we go to God and beg and plead and cry for him to help.
Why wouldn't He do something?  It may not be what we want, but it certainly be for our good no matter what.

FALL IS ARRIVING!

THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS HAVE BEEN FULL OF ANNIVERSARY, THE GALA, THE ACD LUNCHEON, THE WEEKEND, AND FINALLY THE CLASS OF 1955 CLASS REUNION.

It has been quite fun to say the least.  John's class is quite something.  I listened to stories last night that I couldn't have even dreamed up.  They were shamefully mischievous. 

My God's Girl's With Swords (County Line Group) met at Moose Lake Wednesday night.  What a great place to have Bible Study.  They are so accommodating over there. 

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When we think about celebrating victory or recovery - I love God's verse in Isaiah 57: 18

I have seen his (willful) ways, but I will heal him;  I will lead him also and will recompense him and restore comfort to him and to those who mourn for him.

The program Celebrate Recovery is going to be a huge step in Dekalb County in whatever church presents it.  Whether you have fear, anxiety, addictions to tv, relationship issues, anger issues, eating, drinking, it doesn't matter;  you will see how God restores through this program.  This verse says it all.  Whatever you have dealt with, or are dealing with, he will set you back up in righteousness.

It is a matter of you realizing, you are not God, and that you need Him to step in and help you find recovery.  He does the work.  WE just need to confess that we need Him and we can't do it ourselves.

The old 12 step program, has a coined phrase from Bill Hybels.  I can't, You can, so Go ahead!

I am very excited about all of the programs that some churches are making available to their congregations.  Classes for men, new Christian classes, how to talk to a new Christian, Celebrate Recovery.  Project 52.  Amazing.  Everywhere we turn, there He is.

BAPTISM SUNDAY AND THE WEEK AFTER!

It was quite a surprise to have people ask me WHY, am I getting baptized.  Three reasons.  1) I wanted to be baptized in the only church I can say is truly my church home.  2)  I wanted to see what its like to be baptized in the lake like Jesus was 3)  Its been quite the last year, and so I wanted to celebrate some renewal and growth.    It was absolutely the greatest time.  God parted the clouds.  No - rain.  It rained all around.  I had friends come I didn't expect would come, and I got some neat gifts I hadn't thought about getting.  People really take baptism seriously.  It went very fast, and the interesting thing is, its been an on-going experience all week.  From our Prayer Team Meeting, to Youth Group night, to a mentoree that I work with from Revive Indiana, to this dog of mine who stops everyone in his path.  What does that mean?  As a service dog I get to take him places like Dollar Tree, Walmart etc.  I get to talk to all kinds of people and pray for them.   Amazing.

God is amazing.  Focus on Him, commit to Him, and things change.  Watch!

IT IS TRUE!

GOD IS IN EVERYTHING!


You can trust Him!  Now you have heard that a million times, haven't you?  When I started reading Jesus Calling, I was mildly interested in this new devotional.  It came so highly recommended that I had to see what all the fuss was about.  So, I have been a Christian for 42 years and I certainly know and have heard about TRUST often, everyday sometimes.  But you do have to get tested on that one to actually GET it!  Yet, I asked myself a couple years ago, do you really believe He will bring all things together for good, no matter what it is.  We have had lots of family trauma over the last 6 years and it was just one crisis phone call after another.

PSALM 112: 7

He shall not be afraid of evil tidings;  his heart is firmly fixed, trusting (leaning on and being confident) in the Lord.

When I really got into the Jesus Calling book I started realizing that, yes, I had gotten lots of evil tidings and I had usually panicked.  Maybe melt downs would be a better word.  My whole emphasis today is, we all get those phone calls, emails, or visits.  Once again in the last two weeks we have had an abundance of surprises with John's brother and pancreatic cancer, just to name a few.  I was pleasantly surprised at myself for having remained calm and just started making calls for prayer.  Why?  Because over the past two years I have seen myself surrender and trust God to bring all things together for His good and ours.  The answers to prayer in the last while have been amazing.  It is really true then, He picks it up when you put it down.  He fixes it so you can see the outcome and either raise the white flag or manage what has come your way.  Manage it with obedience, peace, and trust.  Maybe that order should be, trust - obedience - peace.

If you are experiencing that moment of "sucking air", remember He is the God of all miracles, He does have it, you don't.  Let Go, Let God.  That is an old saying.  I have so much less stress and anxiety.  If I do find I am sucking air, I slap my face, remember Deut 31: 8, Psalm 112:7 and I John 4:4/7.  There so many verses to quote.  Shed light on that dark panic.  I can do all things through Him who strengthens me -  Phil 4. 

WEAR YOUR ROBE PROUDLY!

Have you ever thought about how much time we spend with choosing a wardrobe.  Even to go outside to paint a fence, or dig in the dirt.  Perhaps run the kids to school, or go to work.  How about what you wear to church?  I wonder sometimes what I learned growing up about that.  Seemed to me like we spent a lot of time go to church bazaars and we would come home with a basket full of clothes.  To this day I would rather go to a garage sale, or Goodwill to find a "bunch" of things, not just one.  Save money?  Of course! 

Today I was quite taken with the words from Jesus in Jesus Calling, by Sarah Young.  Wearing the robe of righteousness.  .  .
"Wear my robe of Righteousness with ease.  I custom-make it for you, to cover you from head to toe.  The price I paid for this covering was astronomical - My Own Blood.  You could never purchase such a royal garment, no matter how hard you worked.  Sometimes you forget that My righteousness is a gift, and you feel ill at ease in your regal robe.  I weep when I see you squirming under the velvety fabric, as if it were made of scratchy sackcloth.  I want you to trust Me enough to realize your privileged position in My kingdom.  Relax in the luxuriant folds of your magnificent robe.  Keep your eyes on Me, as you practice walking in this garment of salvation.  When your behavior is unfitting for one in My kingdom, do not try to throw off your royal robe.  Instead, throw off the unrighteous behavior.  Then you will be able to feel at ease in this glorious garment, enjoying the gift I fashioned for you before the foundaiton of the world.

Isaiah 61: 10   I delight greatly in the Lord; my soul rejoices in my God.  For he has clothes me with garments of salvation and arrayed me in a robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom adorns his head like a priest, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.

So you see, we only need one real garment.  Figuratively, of course.  We do need to wear clothing so as not to embarrass ourselves.  But, and I do mean but, walk like you are wearing the Robe of Righteousness and behave as if it is the greatest garment you ever possessed.

THE WHO - NOT THE DO!

Jeremiah 1: 5

Before I formed you in the womb I knew (and) approved of you (as my chosen instrument), and before you were born I separated and set you apart, consecrating you; (and) I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.

And, I would also recommend reading Psalm 139.  Why?  Because this reminds you of WHO you are, rather than WHAT you do!

Joyce Meyers is always good reading, but this particular concept is something I have to teach a lot of people.  First I had to learn it myself.  Dr. Timothy Warner always said, remember who you are in Jesus Christ.  Eph 2: 6.  Christ invited you to come and sit with Him in the heavenlies.  DO it!  And, know WHO you are!  So many of us get the idea it is what we do that attracts Jesus to us.  Or He must be smiling from Heaven about all the committees, or projects, or a clean home, or clean kids, or what we just did for the lady across the street.  You cleaned her house, but yours is a shambles.  God's Word is very clear here in Jeremiah, and Psalm 139.  It is about WHO he formed.  Not what we formed for Him. 

IT IS ABOUT (YOU) WHOM HE FORMED!

NOT WHAT YOU DO FOR HIM!

See, you are forgetting that nothing we do is ever perfect or really as good as it could be.  So we just work even harder to make it right.  Every thing needs improvement, but that is not the point.

TODAY. . . think about just leaning into Jesus and enjoying His presence.  Walking outside by yourself and looking at His creation.  Praying for your family, praying for someone you could tell all about Jesus to!  Play, enjoy, communicate graciousness.  Just relax!  If you can't, then maybe you had better ask why?  We do quite enough in any given day.  Some part of that should be about the DO with your friend and savior Jesus.

LEAN INTO JESUS!

So you see, I could have said, Lean on the Lord God.  Can I lean on you Jesus?  It felt more intimate to say to him last Tuesday - "Jesus, may I lean into you today?"  And, as I have mentioned before, it would seem and is true, He knows our everyday and He know what we're going to say, think, and do.

I am always amazed at how then my devotionals will accompany that very first thought and feel for the day.  All the scriptures, and comments were directed at lean on Jesus.  Proverbs 3:5.
Lean not on your own understand, and acknowledge Him in all your ways, and He will make your days straight.    It freaked me out a little about all that connectedness.  So I packed up Jax and we went to Pokagon for awhile.

That Proverbs 3 is something to concentrate on.  Isaiah 30:15 talks about how . . .In returning (to Me) and resting (in Me) you shall be saved;  in quietness and in (trusting) confidence shall be your strength.

Then today I got caught up in reading about how we could sit quietly and think about a pool of water, or actually go look at one.  Even a glass full of water.  Then hold another glass in your hand, and with the other an eye dropper - drop into that water.  See how it just absorbs into the water.  That is like leaning into Jesus.  Melting into Him for the day.  Not breathing without Him, not busy without Him, not playing without Him present, not sleeping without Him in your dreams.  I love that metaphor.
Not that I can't think for myself, and make decisions, but I sure want to do everything in His name.
Listening to the birds call for each other, think about how His love calls to us. 

Are you listening today, are you taking in His creation?  Or are you doing it all yourself, because someone has to do it?

Read Psalm 37.  All of it.  Commitment to taking in the concept that He is in every detail and facet of your life - means TRUST.  Not leaning on your own understand, but trusting, committing everything to Him.

BEAUTIFUL HOLIDAY WEEKEND!

Of course, I pray you all have a wonderful weekend.  Its been beautiful.  The weather is a gift from God!

Thank Him.

ARE YOU PETER OR THE GUYS IN THE BOAT?

There have been lots of conjecture and stories about how to look at Peter walking on the water.  "You have to get out of the boat in order to walk on water!"  "Well, why wouldn't he trust Jesus to call to him and stay upright?"  The latest is my favorite.  "At least Peter is a risk taker!"  The guys (the disciples) coward in the boat.  "I can hear it right now, can't you?"

Matt 14:  22/33  -  I love this story.  Jesus told the disciples to get in the boat and go to the other side, he would be along.  He went up into the hills to pray.  A storm began to erupt.  Furious winds and rain I imagine.  They grew terrified.  Jesus knew!  So he started walking to them on the water.  Then they really freaked out at seeing this person or something coming across the water.  They called him a ghost.  They were screaming.   He called out to them.  "Take Courage!  I AM! Stop being afraid."
Peter being Peter, said  "Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water!"  And, the rest is history.  Peter got out there and was probably pretty proud of himself for beating everyone to the punch and then Jesus gave him the go ahead.  Then what?  Yep, he looked around and saw the fierce wind, rain and crashing waves and began to sink.

So, some of us get all over him for that.  "What you don't trust the Lord Jesus?"  And, I say, Peter was the only one willing to take a risk for Jesus.  Sure he got his perspective wet, but he risked it all to go to Jesus.

What are you willing to risk, to go to Jesus?  Would you get in the wheel barrel on the tightrope and be willing to let Jesus walk you across from one 50 story building to the other with no net?  Be honest!

Think about and ponder - "What are you willing to risk to meet Jesus on the storm of your life, or go on a long journey - knowing he will wheel you over safely?"  It is my belief these days after several decades of learning about this Savior we have, that just stepping out of the boat is the beginning of our love and trust for Him.  We have to do it.  Staying in the boat weeping and afraid - is NOT an option.  What keeps you from stepping out.  Deut. 31: 8.  Reread it again - AMP version.

WATCHING OVER US!

Ever wondered what its like for God to watch over us?  Does He sit in a large - huge- mega big- chaise lounge observing?  Or does He have His hands on His hips, standing high in the clouds, shaking his finger at us? 

I would prefer to believe that like this mother duck, He is sitting quietly,  observing, waiting. . .!
The sitting quiet wouldn't work for me, and the waiting either.  Mother ducks are always watchful and if there is danger, she is first to immediately move into shelter and they follow her.  You can't find her and her eight babies any other time.  They are hidden and protected at all times.  Even then she lost three out of the original group.  How does this relate to us.  Staying with our pack leader would be my best offer.  Every day in Jesus Calling there is a reference to focusing on Him, letting Him guide our day, turning things over to Him, and letting go of things to follow Him.

I could site a whole list of scriptures.  But to some it up I always go back to Deut. 31:8 in the Amplified Version.  If you have a Smart Phone, you can get free apps on that phone and bring up that scripture on all kinds of versions.  County Line has a new app called YouVersion.  Every Sunday now we can tune into that app and see the sermon, comment or ask questions on there about it.  See all the verses written out, and all the music that was sung.  It is amazing today - the spiritual tools we have.

Anyway, that verse says it all, about He goes before us, and He goes with us into whatever is happening.  Fear not because He is NOT going to fail, or abandon us.  Don't be depressed, and unnerved, because He has got it and you.   You have seen lots of different tools on my blog.

Acknowledge Him and only Him
Surrender to Him and only Him
Follow Him and only Him

Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will answer the desires of your heart.  Ps 37: 4

LORD! WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?

Acts 6 is about the story of Saul.  How he was crucifying and telling people NOT to follow Jesus.  He was harassing the disciples.    And, one day on a walk to another town to start that process up again, a light shown down on him and God spoke to Saul about "Why are doing this?"  He knew God even though he was speaking out against Him!    His final response to God was,  "Lord, what do you want me to do?  Acts 6: 9

And, the rest is history, as they say.   His name was changed to Paul and he became God's mega speaker for Jesus Christ.  Another part we need to remember here.  To immediately get up from his respite and new name, went out to speak to everyone about Jesus.  Its our reminder that God speaks out through our personality.  The Holy Spirit guides our entire being if we let him.  Friends have asked me, "People didn't have schools, how did they know to read, who taught them to read?  How did Jesus at 13 begin answering questions and teaching in the synagogue?"   Ah, it seemed a little too simple, but because He is God, God spoke through him, gave him all the immediate abilities He needed. 

My question - "What would happen if we did that?"  "What if we were so focused and had so much enthusiasm only for Jesus?"

Another great story illustrates this.  The story of Mary and Martha. Luke 10: 38-42  Martha and Mary had invited Jesus to their home and Martha was angry with Mary for sitting at Jesus's feet.  She had things to do in the kitchen.  "Jesus, tell her to help me! "    What do you think Martha's distractions were?"Was she jealous of her sister Mary?"  We need to take these stories to heart in our everyday life.  We are easily distracted and then that attitude turns into taking on all the event ourselves.  I am a Martha who wants to be a Mary.  I would be out in the kitchen wanting help with getting refreshments and mad at my sister.  And, yet, yearning to be comfortable and focused on Jesus.   To learn from him.  To ask, "Lord, What do you want me to do?"

From Jesus Calling today, is the real priority.  Let me have your situations, trust me to take your situations and either fix it Myself, or show you how to do it.  What's the big deal.

What attitudes cause you not to make Jesus your top priority?

WHO IS WATCHING?

Some sharing's from Jesus Calling:  by Sarah Young

It is one of those rainy days that you are trying to shake off.  You are trying to decide what to do.  Clean out cupboards, watch movies, read, play with kids, dogs, cats, rabbits;  who knows?

I AM WITH YOU, watching over you constantly.  I am Immanuel (God with you);  My Presence enfolds you in radiant Love.  Nothing including the brightest blessings and the darkest trials, can separate you from Me.  Some of My children find me more readily during dark times, when difficulties force them to depend on Me.  Others feel closer to Me when their lives are filled with good things.  They respond with Thanksgiving and praise, thus opening wide the door to My Presence.  I know precisely what you need to draw nearer to Me.  Go through each day looking for what I have prepared for you.  Accept every event as My hand-tailored provision for your needs.  When you view your life this way, the most reasonable response is to be thankful.  Do not reject any of My gifts;  find Me in every situation.

Col. 2: 6 and 7

So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live in him, rooted and built up in him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught, and overflowing with thankfulness.

His creations never cease, they never stop being new.  His beauty is in every season, and in every person.

Be thankful today, even though its dark and raining.  Call someone and tell them Thanks.

I am calling Jennifer Timberlin and thanking her for Star Struck Dance Studio.  I am thanking her for her determined dedication to young girls ages 4 to 18 and teaching them dance and how to express themselves and find their identity in who they are.  That is a God given talent and GIFT. 

HOW ARE YOU FASHIONED?

WHAT DO YOU LOVE MOST?

Good questions.  Perhaps I should have used them or saved them for last?  

What are some major ways that Christ's love for you has shaped all your motives and your actions so far in life?

II Cor 5: Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation;  the old has gone, the new has come!

When you look at that very crisp, short passage, you find it says everything.  Kind of like going through your closet and taking out all the things that don't fit anymore, items that are the wrong color, and things you hid because you didn't look good in them anyway.  So you box them all up and take them to the Goodwill.  Then hippity hop over to your favorite store and buy something you carefully wanted in the first place.  The old is gone and the new has arrived.  This little symbology is just one way to look at how God takes all your old stuff out to the trash and brings you into a whole new realm.

So, now can you sit down and answer these questions.  They are very important.  It took me a little bit to spit it all out on paper.  First,  you start thinking about what you are supposed to say.  Secondly, you try to dress it up.  Finally, I just took out another piece of paper and got to digging very deep about how He has fashioned me.  How he has shaped my thinking.  And, what do I love most?

Seriously, do yourself a favor.  It is a growing experience.

MOTHER'S DAY!

Mother's Day has always been a favorite holiday, much like Easter, and others.  For most of you, your mother is around or you are one.  My cousin is a Great Grand mother this last week.  So it will be special for her.

Hard to imagine it has been eight years since mine passed away.

Whatever you do tomorrow, have a wonderful Sunday.  Celebrate Jesus and enjoy family.

Have a good week, taking this one off from writing.